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AHHHH Real Life Monsters--they are being tamed not to worry.

Yesterday was awesome while I was at church. I prayed for wisdom in order to keep my mouth shut when needed. It worked. Things are going well. I will hopefully receive the emailed list from Kathleen later this afternoon. I have an exam in an hour that I have not even considered studying for. I had stuff due at 8 am and I will have to turn it in later. I have not done the reading for any of my classes. I am super tired because I stayed up until all hours of the night playing Apples to Apples with Sam and Sherri.

Lock in stuff seems to be going well and so does the Christmas play.


AHHHH --School is trying to kill me.

I'll probably have a quiz in Religion but i have other things to do so I cannot read my reading for class today.

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