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I am greatful for HOPE

Feeling hopeful!!!!

It's a great feeling to be full of hope for the future. hope is a just another word for anticipation or to desire something with reasonable confidence.

my hope is that I will start changing my life. I have started with grades, as I am a college student and this is my life. Going into this semester i had a low 2.0 GPA. I am currently receiving A's in 3 out of 4 classes. They are not easy classes or difficult classes, I classify them as moderately time consuming. There are group projects which I have never been great at--but I'm looking at them with a new perspective. I will do well because I believe that I will do well and I am working hard so that I do well.

Also my "secret" hope is that i will get engaged soon. I love Justin and everyone, that knows me very well, knows this fact. It is simply not a secret at all. I love him with all of my heart. He has been there for me when no one else has been. I can talk to him about anything--and I have. He is the other half of my heart!

The last thing I hope... Ally will pull through and everything will be alright. She is a wonderful person and deserves the best. Hopes and Prayers should be with her. Leukemia is not a fun process but she is still smiling. If I ever have to endure something like that I hope that I will have the grace to endure like those who enjoy the good times and know what precious moments we have here on earth.

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