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Welcome to the Big World

Maybe that should say the big bad world. I have found recently that things do not always work out the way that you expect. I was not aware of a few complications with the youth group event that I'm heading up. Things have become more and more difficult but I just sent out the fliers, so there's no turning back now.

I'm helping with the christmas play....I should help a little more with that.

I've given all of the food for the youth group lock in to Stefani--she is in charge of all of it. I'm feeling like I'm doing it still but I think once we get through this one I won't have to hold her hand and she will know what is expected of her. i love her and I feel like she will do very well.

I need to do two interviews within the next couple weeks.......AHHHHH!
Not like job interviews but interviews for college. Thins that I need to get done.

I signed up for my spring semester. I still need to get things done and live the rest of my life. I will be so happy when i am not in classes any longer.

I feel like moving out of my parent's house again but it would be so expensive and once i'm graduated, I'll probably be married anyway.

AND... if I don't do well this semester I might be on academic probation again--hopefully not.

Big World--Be nice to us who are trying to get things done!! :) It could be worse...much worse than I have it.

I feel so spoiled rotten..... I want to give everything up that I have and live as a minimalist but I'm not sure how long I would last.

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