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New Year's Day

It's the new year already! I cannot believe how every year goes by so fast and so slow at the exact same time.

I am sitting next to the man of my dreams. He's everything that I never thought i was allowed to have and everything that I finally admitted that I want. I love him more than words could ever express.

I used to be intimidated by his family but now they are simply part of my family. We share things that I never thought I would with "his" family when the time came but like I said now they are "mine" too.

I am going to plan a couple's dinner with his mom around Valentine's Day! He hates the holiday--he says it's from Hallmark but I think this will make it special for me anyway. Side note--he always participates for my sake anyway.

i told you he was amazing--you didn't believe me-well now you should.

Hope your new years resolutions are starting off on the right foot.

My new years resolution is to exercise at least once a week (baby steps) and to read my bible for at least 5 minutes a day. I have realized that my new years resolutions have to be something attainable for me to even make the effort.

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