Praying for Wisdom

I'm finished. It's done! The semester is complete. Well actually I have to attend class tomorrow but I have nothing to do in that class except listen to the presenters. I'm so excited!!! Christmas Play is coming up soon! I might be sewing costumes until my ears fall off--that was really random it may have made more sense to say until my eyes pop out. Anyway. I will probably get out the sewing machine and go to town!! Christmas gifts are almost complete! Okay that's a lie--I have a few more things to get. I still don't know what to get my dad--he has everything! ttyl

i'm still in the coffeeshop and now I have just heard possibly the worst conversation ever. I just heard a guy telling a girl, "no guy ever wants sloppy seconds". Newsflash---No guy under any circumstances should ever speak to a woman in this manner. And now he is talking about a girl who flirted with a guy and got a $5 tip--whoopy--please lets tell the entire world. But back to my soap box. Never should someone of the male persuasion talk to someone of the female persuasion in this manner. It just is not right. I'm not a delicate flower but I still need to be talk to gently. It is the man's job to have male friends that he can say certain things to and he needs to keep his language around a woman clean or at least keep the vulgarity to a minimum. The next point is that women need to go back to being feminine. Dress up once in a while, try to look good when you are going to see the man of your life. Shower if you have one available right before you will s...

Spending time with the love of my life... we're only at a coffee shop and we are on separate computers. We have high schoolers surrounding us. Oddly, I feel on odd sense of being at home among them. They are acting stupid. I feel like I could too if I really wanted to. I love Justin Robert Clarkson. He is the most amazing man that I have ever met. He spends time with me, not always doing something with just me and I feel loved, protected and safe. he is everything to me. Sometimes I just don't understand the silence and then it isn't even quiet anymore and that reminds me that I am supposed to cherish every moment not because of all the other moments but simply because every moment is different.

i was reading through some of my old writings that I just left on my computer. There is a lot of randomness in there but this one i still feel is worthwhile To a sister; who is willing to share in my secrets.A sister who; shows me so much love that I don’t know what I would ever do without her.A sister who; shares my tears and my fears. A sister who; tells me that my fears are totally irrelevant and don’t matter in the real world. Guess what, I think I finally get what you’ve been telling me all these years, some stuff just doesn’t matter. I have the “turn around” song on my computer and I can see what it’s talking about, it always reminds me of the skit that you did with Katery and the rest of the counselors, I can hardly stand to listen to this song—I cry almost every time. You tell me how it is and you are perfectly okay in your own skin. You know who you are and I look up to you so much for that because at this point it seems like I will never be able to figure out ...

Okay so I really just read that on cakewrecks and the word always makes me laugh. At this point, I am still just avoiding working on my homework. I need to get some of it done so that I can feel like I accomplished something today and well I have things due tomorrow. And things due Wednesday. I also have 2 exams to study for on Monday morning and stuff to do all weekend. Wow I need to get cracking. I have several, like 9, essays that are due Wednesday morning that I have not even started yet. And I have a presentation due tomorrow that I do not have done. BLAH---so glad that classes will be completely over next Thursday--until next semester. I already have stuff started for the beginning of next semester. Not like assignments or anything but I have all my books and have things color coded and such. Wow that makes me sound like a complete nerd..... Yes there's no other way to look at that.

Thanksgiving went well. I have so many wonderful things to be thankful for, I need to remember that more often. I think I am going to try to make it a point to consider the things that I am thankful for more often. I don't think that I would be in such a bad mood all the time if that were the case. I'm mostly thankful for that guy! So i really don't know what happened with the font and such there--so I'm just going to leave it as is. i love my family--no matter how nuts they make me!

I have finished my interview and site visit for my final project in my community rec class. I absolutely fell in love with this place. I want to start volunteering there as soon as possible. i think that the people are amazing. I felt so welcome after 5 seconds. Bev, the executive director, and the person that I interviewed was so nice about everything. It was an amazing experience and I now wonder why I put it off for so long. God was telling me to stop being a sissy and just do it. I found out once again that God knows what is best for me far more than I do. Oh I love when I remember that God has control of my life and I really won't go spinning out of control unless there is a darn good lesson involved--like slow the heck down on slippery roads--just for an example. I am finally starting to fall into where I am supposed to be. My boyfriend is the most amazing man that I have ever met. He goes to bed way too early because then I can't call him in the middle of the ni...