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August beginning on a happy note

Well last night I cried before I left Justin's because everything seemed to be going in a direction that I was unsure about. I think without even really acknowledging it I finally gave those things over to God. Justin told me to body slam my cares on God because I can't stand if I try to handle them myself and that is what I was trying to do. Things will work themselves out if I only give them the chance.
I had dinner with my family today and it was nice while we were there. Then when we left, Dad was driving and people pissed him off so he was in his normal driving mood which is not a nice thing to witness. Generally I trust male drivers more than females but when my Dad is in a bad mood, I would much rather walk a lot of miles than ride in the same tension filled car.

I went rollerblading with Stefani today and I got a sunburn but next time i want my legs to actually get some sort of tan. My shoulders and face are the parts that got burnt today.

It was an odd time to be in town so we didn't see anyone. We were home by one o'clock and we watched a few movies. Spiderwick Chronicles and then Montana Sky. I think I will watch August Rush again tonight because it was an exceptional movie in my eyes.

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