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Moving Forward

Basically nothing has changed since the last post. Ana contacted me which hasn't happened in a long time, I emailed her back.

I went shopping with Justin for the things that he was going to need for the new job. I feel like I'm being left behind where that is concerned but I just need to start school and get things going in my life again so I don't feel like I have so much time on my hands.

Justin is borrowing my laptop and I didn't think I would miss it at all but I kind of do. Well he gets it until the 24th because that is when he is doing his sermon.

I haven't been able to spend any real time with him since he found out he got the job, not for lack of trying but he's been really busy.

Things will get better though because he will have a good schedule again.

I'm actually kind of excited to be in school again and I want to do well this semester. I will be all by myself but I have realized that half of the people that are in college are in the same boat as me--they are just looking to get their degree so that they can move on with the rest of their lives. That is exactly what i'm looking to do.

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