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New Job, Back to School, Volunteering, no time to sleep

Well I didn't update with the news that I got an interview and then I didn't update with the news that I got the job and then I didn't update that training made me nervous but it went well. I also didn't update that I would be gone for a week of church camp with no sleep and then a week of family camping. I also didn't update that Pastor Jim was dying last week. The miracle of the matter is that he was taken off life support and he is just too stubborn to die, he stayed with us. I hope that I am able to talk with him now.

I saw grandma and grandpa today for a quick second at their house in Coleman but the house looks really bad and the grandparents don't look to healthy either.

I've been working for almost a week and I love it.

I start school next week, I'm excited and nervous. I really would like to finish up my degree as soon as humanly possible so that I don't have to continue with school anymore, I don't really enjoy going to class with people I don't know but maybe it will be better this semester, maybe there will be people that I know.

I have to buy a parking permit for school for another year.

Oh and my best friends from high school are all pregnant, Andrea, Ana, and Heather. Kayla's not pregnant that I know of. I was the one that actually decided that I wanted kids, they all were indifferent. I don't want a baby right now--honestly I've heard from so many people to wait and live life longer before I settle down and have kids but I would be willing to get married tomorrow if Justin was too. He is not in the same boat as I am though because he loves me and he wants to provide for me so he would like to have a steady job before we get married. We've talked about it though and we also want to wait until I finish with school(another reason why the faster I finish with school the better). I feel like this is what I'm being prepared for, God has always been watching over me but I just have to find that trust that I am supposed to have in him. I will have to start praying for the fear of God to be put in me.

I'm also volunteering for the Gus Macker tournament next weekend...it's going to be a long weekend.
That is all for now!

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